I Miss My New Family

remember when we first met, everything felt awkward. we built our teamwork with completed every outbond games. at the first week in Kajar, everything seems so long, so flat, so bored and so hard. until we trip to Solo with economic train wihout air conditioner and culinary traditional Solo foods. and times goes so fast, last day at Kajar was came. we made International Food Festival for our family there, we shopping and cooked together. for the last night we made BBQ party at headquarter. and the day we must separated with our family came, tears dropped, all people cried. we back to Surabaya with mixed feelings, happy 'cos we can meet our true family again but sad 'cos we'll be miss all Kajar family and the fact that we realize that we as a new family will separate without knowing when we can meet again. THE DAY when closing COP came, everything felt so different with opening COP, even closing was more simple than opening but all people looked so close as one big family. I always remember the time that we're in airport. that's my first time all day in airport with tears that doesn't stopped. even said see you soon was so hurts. and now it's already one month we haven't met. I really really miss Kajar, I miss all Kajar members, I miss my Kajar family, I miss my mom food, I miss my simple bedroom & my big bathroom. I miss our quality time we spent together, when we practiced our closing dance and song, when we chit chat in the afternoon, our jokes, when we did our projects together.

ahhh.. I miss like crazy everything about Kajar !!!

Temporary home

Little boy, 6 years old
A little too used to bein' alone.
Another new mom and dad,another school,
Another house that'll never be home.
When people ask him how he likes this place...
He looks up and says, with a smile upon his face,

"This is my temporary home
It's not where I belong.
Windows and rooms that I'm passin' through.
This is just a stop, on the way to where I'm going.
I'm not afraid because I know this is my
Temporary Home."

Young mom on her own.
She needs a little help, got nowhere to go.
She's lookin' for a job, lookin' for a way out,
Because a half-way house will never be a home.
At night she whispers to her baby girl,
"Someday we'll find our place here in this world."

"This is our temporary home.
It's not where we belong.
Windows and rooms that we're passin' through.
This is just a stop, on the way to where we're going.
I'm not afraid because I know this is our
Temporary Home."

Old man, hospital bed,
The room is filled with people he loves.
And he whispers don't cry for me,
I'll see you all someday.
He looks up and says, "I can see God's face."

"This is my temporary Home
It's not where I belong.
Windows and rooms that I'm passin' through.
This was just a stop,on the way to where I'm going.
I'm not afraid because I know... this was
My temporary home."

I’m gonna love you through it

She dropped the phone and burst into tears
The doctor just confirmed her fears
Her husband held it in and held her tight
Cancer don’t discriminate or care if you’re just 38
With three kids who need you in their lives
He said, "I know that you’re afraid and I am, too
But you’ll never be alone, I promise you"

When you’re weak, I’ll be strong
When you let go, I’ll hold on
When you need to cry, I swear that I’ll be there to dry your eyes
When you feel lost and scared to death,
Like you can’t take one more step
Just take my hand, together we can do it
I’m gonna love you through it.

She made it through the surgery fine
They said they caught it just in time
But they had to take more than they planned
Now it's forced smiles and baggy shirts
To hide what the cancer took from her
But she just wants to feel like a woman again
She said, "I don't think I can do this anymore"
He took her in his arms and said "That's what my love is for"

When you’re weak, I’ll be strong
When you let go, I’ll hold on
When you need to cry, I swear that I’ll be there to dry your eyes
When you feel lost and scared to death,
Like you can’t take one more step
Just take my hand, together we can do it
I’m gonna love you through it.

And when this road gets too long
I'll be the rock you lean on
Just take my hand, together we can do it
I’m gonna love you through it.
I’m gonna love you through it.

Marry Your Daughter

Sir, I'm a bit nervous 

'Bout being here today  

Still not real sure what 

I'm going to say  

So bare with me please 

If I take up too much of your time,  

See in this box is a ring for your oldest 

She's my everything and all that I know is  

It would be such a relief if 

I knew that we were on the same side  

Very soon I'm hoping that I...

 
Can marry your daughter  

And make her my wife 

I want her to be the only girl that

 I love for the rest of my life  

And give her the best of me 'till the day that I die, yeah 

I'm gonna marry your princess  

And make her my queen  

She'll be the most beautiful bride that I've ever seen 

 Can't wait to smile  

When she walks down the isle  

On the arm of her father  

On the day that I marry your daughter  

She's been hearing for steps 

Since the day that we met (I'm scared to death to think of what would happen if she ever left) 

So don't you ever worry about me ever treating her bad 

 I've got most of my vows done so far (So bring on the better or worse) 

And tell death do us part  

There's no doubt in my mind 

It's time  

I'm ready to start 

I swear to you with all of my heart...

 
I'm gonna marry your daughter  

And make her my wife 

I want her to be the only girl that I love for the rest of my life 

And give her the best of me 'till the day that I die, yeah 

 I'm gonna marry your princess  

And make her my queen  

She'll be the most beautiful bride that I've ever seen 

I can't wait to smile  

As she walks down the isle  

On the arm of her father 

On the day that I marry your daughter

 
The first time I saw her 

 I swear I knew that I say I do 

 I'm gonna marry your daughter  

And make her my wife 

 I want her to be the only girl that I love for the rest of my life  

And give her the best of me 'till the day that I die 

 I'm gonna marry your princess  

And make her my queen  

She'll be the most beautiful bride that I've ever seen 

 I can't wait to smile  

As she walks down the isle 

On the arm of her father  

On the day that I marry your daughter

The Marriage Prayer

Father, I said till
Death do us part
I want to mean it
With all of my heart
Help me to love you
More than I love her
Then I know I can
Love her more
Than anyone else

And bring her in
Your presence today
Make her what
You want her to be

I pray to hear her heart
I pray she'll love you more
I pray to cherish and serve her
And we'll bring you glory today, I pray

Father, I said till
Death do us part
I want to mean it
With all of my heart
Help me to love you
More than I love him
Then I know I can
Love him more
Than anyone else

And bring him in
Your presence today
Make him what
You want him to be

Lord, help me love her
As you love the church, your bride
Help me submit to him
As I submit to you, my life

This is my prayer Amen

Dora & Diego Lost In Singapore

Finally, I've arrived at Lion Country with my bestie and my aunt. It's my first backpacker trip with my bestie Sagitha Wijaya. We already planed for holiday, even just go to Bali but never happen. But it's happen in Singapore !!! We didn't plan this holiday and we bought the tickets one week before we leave. We go at August 11th and back at August 14th, just 4th days but so awesome :)

First day
We leave at 08.00 am from Surabaya and arrived at 11.30 am in Changi Airport Singapore. From Changi we went to hotel first for check in at Balestier Rd. In this trip we just use MRT, bus and foot as our transportation. Because here we came as a backpacker tourist. LOL. We used MRT from Changi to Orchard Rd and changed with bus number 124, that bus be our bus for 4th days :D. After checked in we went to Bugis Junction for lunch with bus number 130 from Balestier Rd. And ladies time began !!! SHOPPING !!! Bugis street be our first destination for our hobbies.

After Bugis we went to Raffles Rd. Hmm.. I must say that I liked this road. Have many old building with European style made that road have a romantic atmosphere, specially at night with many lamp and cozy cafe. Even just walked going along way with ate 1,50 sgd ice cream bread.

Mr. Raffles with his "songong" style!

Esplanade in the evening !

Marina Bay Sands in the evening with orange sky

even merlion have a holiday, damn you merlion!!

and Marina Bay Sands in the night

esplanade in the night

Marina Bay Sands with laser, make it more awesome!!!

The Fullerton Hotel with romantic cafe in front of the hotel

For your information,  I took all the photos is not easy without tripod. Night shoot without tripod is KILLING ME !!! I used all the things near me for helped me to took all that photos, when all the people beside me used a tripod as a professional photographer and I just used my hands to made a good photos like them. >.< From Raffles Rd we walk till Clark Quey Rd for found the bus number 124 station but we got nothing. So we went to Orchard again by MRT and take away some dinner from Lucky Plaza. And the story of Lost in Singapore start from here! We took a bus with wrong direction, so we around Singapore for almost 2 hour by bus. Yeah, we arrived in hotel at 12pm and our food is already cold because the air conditioner in the bus.

Second day

It's Sunday, full of people everywhere #fiuh. We ate breakfast at Lucky Plaza in Orchard Rd, by bus number 124 from our hotel. After we breakfast (again) we had a shopping time at Ion and Wisma Atria. And very thankful I could handle my shopping passion, so I just bought one bag in Cotton On ;;)

ABSURD shop that I ever seen !!

After shopping we continued to Vivo City by MRT. Not for shopping again of course, we went to Vivo City for went to Sentosa Island. Because the station of Sentosa Island is in the Vivo City. And if you want to see Songs Of The Sea attraction, play at Sentosa Island, or Universal Studio, you can buy the tickets at Vivo City. We bought Songs Of The Sea attraction for today. It's about 10 sgd for normal place and 15 sgd for premium place. And here we go, Siloso Beach and Imbiah !!

Vivo City

Siloso Beach

You must try Slurpee in Seven Eleven

Imbiah

Songs Of The Sea

And the last we went to Chinatown for the late dinner and shopping again LOL. I feel that in Singapore we just shopping shopping and shopping. It's really not my style. And the story of Lost in Singapore continued! It's like our stupidity -.-" After we ate dinner and little shopping in Chinatown, we wanna back to hotel because is already 10 pm and we very tired. Then we walk to bus station and yah we're in the problem because our bus, bus number 124 didn't cross that way. And when we met the bus number 124 station, the bus came and we already in the bus, (again) we're in the wrong direction. HUH! We did twice stupidity! But it's okay, we learned from this stupidity, and we call it ADVENTURE !

Buddha Tooth Relic Temple and Museum, I found this temple when we walked around Chinatown to found our bus station.

Third day
It's Universal Studio time !!! And it's our (me and Sagitha) real adventure, because in that day we'll went to Universal Studio alone without my aunt. We'll met again with my aunt at 6pm in Marina Bay. So here we go !! We used bus number 145 from Balestier Rd till Vivo City, it's very far and took almost 1 hour. Arrived at Vivo City with ate our brunch at food court. After that, we must queue for Sentosa monorail tickets for Sagitha. Because if you doesn't have Ezlink card (card for MRT and bus) you must buy ticket for go to Sentosa Island. The ticket is about 3,50 sgd for one person.

Rice with Orange Chicken for our brunch, the most delicious food we ever ate in Singapore.

Bumble Bee !!! Wohoo~

I'm afraid with this men !!

Guess it, he is real or wax??

Mummy Revenge

The Lost World, Jurasic Park!

Far Far Away

Shrek 4D Movie

Ogre, Shrek's House

Betty Boop !

I already finished the blue one ALONE !!

Transformer Room, it's so cool !! You must see the 4D movie of transformer !!

Joker like my style, he said "I like your style darling!" wohoo~

Poo is my last fortune, I met him when I'll back #finally

We finished Universal Studio at 5pm and we got back to Marina Bay to met my aunt there. From Vivo City we used MRT, we changed MRT 3 times from Harbour Front to Dhoby Ghaut and from Dhoby Ghaut we changed into red line to Marina Bay and then we changed again into yellow line to Bay Front. We success today, we not lost!! We met my aunt in Marina Bay terrace.

And our trip is over! We closed with garden by the bay, the new place that very awesome for me. They make garden but with artificial trees but still have a function as an original trees. I'm very salute with this country cause they can make a lot of buildings with awesome architecture. They can make something that very useful for their country with they limitations. The government can "think out of the box" to advance their country, even their country have many limitations. So one thing that I can take from Singapore is, one day Indonesia must have a thought that out of the box like Singapore. So Indonesia can growing more better as another countries. But honestly, I didn't like Singapore for my holiday, Singapore doesn't have beautiful panorama, they just have high buildings everywhere with an individual people that always busy with their phone. Indonesia still the best for panorama and sociality. 

I only need Rp 3.500.000 for this trip :)