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My L.O.V.E

my love my love

She's so sexy, so cool
She's the baddest girl I seen
I'm wonderin why
I only see her in my dreams
The love of my life,
She's the only one for me
My l-o-v-e, oh my l-o-v-e

Baby, you're my shooting star
Ride with me and I'll take you far
Explore the world, and back around
You lift me up, and you hold me down (you hold the crown)
And you make this team
There's no couple like this, king & queen
There's no other couple like, you & me
You're the girl of my dreams, my everything
I love this feelin, your love is healin
I need it, I breathe it
No way I'd ever leave it
I'm so into you, don't what I'd do
Your love is so true
It's just me & my boo

She's so sexy, so cool
She's the baddest girl I seen
I'm wonderin why
I only see her in my dreams
The love of my life,
She's the only one for me
My l-o-v-e, oh my l-o-v-e

I never thought I'd find another love like this
I'll never forget the first time we kissed (we kissed)
Your body against mine
The touch of your skin, your lips
Such a beautiful kiss (such a beautiful kiss)

My l-o-v-e, she elevate me
She fly & so free, was blind now I see
And without her, now what would I be
Not what I am, but I'd still be a g
I'd still be hype, I'd still shine bright
But who'd be there to hold me so tight
Who'd be there when it's lonely at night
My wife, so right, the love of my life

She's so sexy, so cool
She's the baddest girl I seen
I'm wonderin why
I only see her in my dreams
The love of my life,
She's the only one for me
My l-o-v-e, oh my l-o-v-e

We're so picture perfect, I can't imagine
My life without you (l-o-v-e)
It's like I'm floatin on air, whenever you're here
Baby come with me and I'll take you there

Negative Things

Listen baby
I wonder why sometimes we fall apart oh yeah
Together we are so wonderfull yeah baby
And every single day i pray, that really things shouldnt never be this way
Im only trynna be a better man

Why then do you see all the negative things, in me?
Cos all i ever do is try to be, all that i can be
Girl you know your hurting me, all the things you say to me
As i lie at night im imagining things, how it used to be, girl you know your hurting me
What am i to do with a broken heart?

All the time everybody say that you and me are over
But i know were meant to be together for eternity
Was it untrue what we promised eachother?
Baby my heart keeps telling me
That it shouldnt be this way forever
Im only trynna be a better man

Why then do you see all the negative things, in me?
Cos all i ever do is try to be, all that i can be
Girl you know your hurting me, all the things you pray to me
As i lie at night im imagining things, how it used to be, girl you know your hurting me
What am i to do with a broken heart?

Girl remember when, we made our promices?
That we would be together through-out every single thing
Now im only trynna be a better man, but you've never noticed that
Girl i truely love, to be around you
And baby ill give you anything you want me to
Cos i know this might be hard for you,
And i know that we will be

Why then do you see all the negative things, in me?
Cos all i ever do is try to be, all that i can be
Girl you know your hurting me, all the things you pray to me
As i lie at night im imagining things, how it used to be, girl you know your hurting me
What am i to do with a broken heart?

almost

[Verse 1]
Can you tell me
How can one miss what she's never had
How could I reminisce when there is no past
How could I have memories of being happy with you boy
Could someone tell me how can this be
How could my mind pull up incidents
Recall dates and times that never happened
How could we celebrate a love that's to late
And how could I really mean the words I'm bout to say

[Chorus]
I missed the times that we almost shared
I miss the love that was almost there
I miss the times that we use to kiss
At least in my dreams
Just let me take my time and reminisce
I miss the times that we never had
What happened to us we were almost there
Whoever said it's impossible to miss when you never had
Never almost had you

[Verse 2]
I cannot believe I let you go
Or what I should say I should've grabbed you up and never let you go
I should've went out with you
I should've made you my boo boy
Yes that's one time I should've broke the rules
I should've went on a date
Should've found a way to escape
Should've turned a almost into
If it happened now its to late
How could I celebrate a love that wasn't real
And if it didn't happen why does my heart feel

[Chorus]
I missed the times that we almost shared
I miss the love that was almost there
I miss the times that we use to kiss
At least in my dreams
Just let me take my time and reminisce
I miss the times that we never had
What happened to us we were almost there
Whoever said it's impossible to miss when you never had
Never almost had you

[Verse 3]
(sometimes I wanna rub ya, some nights I wanna hug ya)
And you seem to be the perfect one for me
You (some nights I wanna touch ya but tonight I wanna love ya)
You're all that I ever wanted
And you're my everything yes its true
Boy its hard to be close to you
My love
I know it may sound crazy
But I'm in love with you

[Chorus]
I missed the times that we almost shared
I miss the love that was almost there
I miss the times that we use to kiss
At least in my dreams
Just let me take my time and reminisce
I miss the times that we never had
What happened to us we were almost there
Whoever said it's impossible to miss when you never had
Never almost had you

I missed the times that we almost shared
I miss the love that was almost there (sometimes I wanna rub ya)
I miss the times that we use to kiss
At least in my dreams
Just let me take my time and reminisce (but tonight I wanna love ya)
I miss the times that we never had
What happened to us we were almost there
Whoever said its impossible to miss when you never had
Never, never almost had you (but tonight I wanna love ya)

That's When I love You

When you have to look away
when you don't have much to say
that's when i love you
i love you
just that way
to hear you stumble when you speak
or see you walk with two left feet
that's when i love you
i love you...endlessly
and when your mad cuz you lost a game
forget im waiting in the rain
baby i love you
i love you anyway
cuz heres my promise made tonight
you can count on me for life
cuz that's when i love you
when nothing you do can change my mind
the more i learn the more i love
the more my heart can't get enough
that's when i love you
when i love you no matter what
so when you turn to hide your eyes
cuz the movie made you cry
that's when i love you
i love you a little more each time
and when you get quiet match your clothes
or when you laugh at your own jokes
thats when i love you
i love you more than you know
and when you forget that we had a date
Or that look that u give when u show up late
baby i love you
i love you anyway
cuz heres my promise made tonight
you can count on me for life
cuz that's when i love you
and nothing you do can change my mind
the more i learn the more i love
the more my heart can't get enough
that's when i love you
when i love you no matter what
that's when i love you
when nothing baby
nothing you do can change my mind
the more i learn the more i love
the more my heart can't get enough
thats when i love you
when i love you
no matter what

no matter what...

The Way I Am

If you were falling, then I would catch you.
You need a light, I'd find a match.

Cause I love the way you say good morning.
And you take me the way I am.

If you are chilly, here take my sweater.
Your head is aching, I'll make it better.

Cause I love the way you call me baby.
And you take me the way I am.

I'd buy you Rogaine when you start losing all your hair.
Sew on patches to all you tear.

Cause I love you more than I could ever promise.
And you take me the way I am.
You take me the way I am.
You take me the way I am.

Over You

Now that it’s all said and done
I can’t believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down
Like an old abandoned house
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath
I fell too far, was in way too deep
Guess I let you get the best of meeee

Well I never saw it coming
I should have started running
A long, time agooo!
And I never thought I’d doubt you
I’m better off without you
More than you, more than you know
I’m slowly getting closure
I guess it’s really over
I’m finally gettin’ better
Now I’m picking up the pieces
From spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together
‘Cause the day I thought I’d never get through
I got over you!!!
(End Chorus)

You took a hammer to these walls
Dragged the memories down the hall
Packed your bags and walked away
There was nothing I could say,
And when you slammed the front door shut
A lot of other’s opened up
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for meee

I never saw it coming
I should have started running
A long, long time agooo
And I never thought I’d doubt you
I’m better off without you

And I never saw it coming
I should have started running
I’m finally getting better
Now I’m picking up the pieces
From spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together
And I got over you!!!
And I got over you!!!
And I got over you!!!

The day I thought I’d never get through
I got over you…

Perfect

i nearly lost my mind
tryna figure out a way
to make you understand
i can't go on another day
baby i was wrong
been confused and let astray
please give me one chance
cos i can't take what's happening

have you ever lost someone (yeah)
tried to take them back
but the damage is done
thought of losing you
makes me feel so sad
how am i gonna sleep
when it feels this bad
i know enough is enough
it's going to be tough to get through this

i'll never be perfect
i'll never be cool
i'll always be nothing
unless i'm with you
cos you make me perfect
tell me what can i do
the pieces are missing
when i'm not with you
you make me

i know that i deserve it
but have you really lost all faith
you know inside that we're worth it
there's so much left for us to say
baby i was lost
or maybe i was just afraid
could you please forgive me
and hold me in your arms again

have you ever lost someone (yeah)
tried to take them back
but the damage is done (oh yeah)
thought of losing you
makes me feel so sad
how am i gonna sleep
when it feels this bad
i know enough is enough
it's going to be tough to get through this

i'll never be perfect
i'll never be cool
i'll always be nothing
unless i'm with you (unless i'm with you)
cos you make me perfect
tell me what can i do (oh yeah)
the pieces are missing
when i'm not with you
you make me

don't say nothing's perfect
cos it isn't true
everything i need is here with you
everything i see so clear with you
everything i dream appears with you
every single pieces
damn..
perfect ooh yeah yeah

i'll never be perfect (perfect)
i'll never be cool (no)
i'll always be nothing
unless i'm with you
cos you make me perfect
tell me what can i do (what can i do baby)
the pieces are missing (oh)
when i'm not with you
cos you make me whole
you make me
so whole
you make me
when i'm with you baby
oh yeah
you make me
so whole
eh yeah
you make me
oh yeah

you make me perfect

SHOULD I OPEN MY HEART ?

"SHOULD I OPEN MY HEART??? I need someone who won't give up on me, no matter how hard I try to push them away !!!"

friend = BULLSHIT !!

"aku cukup lelah berada diantara orang-orang munafik disekeliling ku. Berpura-pura baik dan tulus didepanku, seolah-olah melakukan semuanya demi kebaikanku. perbedaan antara orang bodoh dan orang baik terlalu tipis, membuatku berkali-kali terjebak dan lagi-lagi harus sakit hati. aku terlalu bodoh untuk sedikit berbuat lebih tegas! aku capek berada di antara mereka, semua yang aku anggap teman yang baik ternyata busuk! dari sekian banyak teman yang aku punya hanya beberapa yang mampu menunjukkan arti seorang teman yang sesungguhnya.. terlalu banyak orang jahat didunia ini, lebih tepatnya mereka yang MUNAFIK !!!!"

Rumah Singgah Bocah Penderita Kanker

Rabu, 25 Mei 2011 | 00:26 WIB

Agnes Khurniawan Kho
Mahasiswi Ilmu Komunikasi Universitas Kristen Petra
anyesskho@yahoo.com


Gerakan 2000 yang merupakan program di bawah Himpunan Mahasiswa Ilmu Komunikasi (Himakomtra) saya dan beberapa teman panitia dari jurusan Ilmu Komunikasi Universitas Kristen Petra datang berbagi membantu mereka yang kurang mampu, khususnya bocah penderita kanker di rumah singgah di Jalan Prof Moestopo. Gerakan 2000 memang bukan program yang besar. Hanya sebuah kepedulian di mana pada 10-12 Mei 2011 silam kami berkeliling kampus meminta uluran tangan mahasiswa UK Petra yang peduli uang Rp 2000 dari uang jajan mereka. Di luar dugaan ternyata warga UK Petra benar-benar peduli dan berpartisipasi baik dengan Gerakan 2000 ini. Tiga hari kami menggumpulkan dana dan baru pada 14 Mei 2011 kami ke RSU Dr Soetomo tempat para bocah pengidap kanker ini dirawat. Kami, juga menghibur mereka dengan acara kecil seperti drama yang dibantu teman-teman dari teater UK Petra, lomba mewarnai, dan bernyanyi bersama.

Anak-anak penderita kanker ini dirawat di RSU Dr Soetomo di bangsal anak. Ada beberapa dari mereka yang harus tidur di ranjang darurat demi mendapat perawatan rumah sakit. Udara di dalam bangsal begitu penggap dengan satu atau dua buah kipas angin kecil di setiap bangsal yang dihuni 12 anak plus orangtua dan beberapa sanak kerabat. Sungguh terasa sesak. Seharusnya ada perhatian lebih kepada mereka. Benar mereka mendapat pengobatan secara gratis namun bukan berarti mereka tidak layak mendapat fasilitas memadai. Paling tidak kamar mereka dilengkapi ventilasi cukup untuk pertukaran udara di dalam ruangan. Bukankah udara yang penggap dan kotor akan berdampak tidak baik untuk kesehatan mereka?
Ini semua mereka jalani karena memang tak ada jalan lain untuk menyelamatkan anak-anak mereka dengan keterbatasan biaya. Jamkesmas dari pemerintah pun tak mudah diperoleh. Padahal jamkesmas dibuat dengan tujuan membantu warga yang kurang mampu. Untung pihak RSU Dr Soetomo membantu mereka mengurus semuanya sehingga dapat sedikit meringankan beban mereka.

Kedatangan kami disambut sangat baik sekali oleh para dokter yang menangani bocah pendeita kanker, kendati saat acara dimulai ada beberapa orangtua pasien yang kurang respek. Seiring berjalannya acara, melihat niat kami untuk menghibur, mereka mulai ikut tersenyum bahkan tertawa bersama anak-anak mereka. Tentu saja, kami begitu terharu melihat perubahan wajah setiap anak yang berada di situ. Wajah-wajah murung mereka berubah menjadi begitu semangat dan ceria, tawa dan celotehan polos mereka terdengar. Terima kasih Tuhan kehadiran kami, juga kepedulian keluarga ebsar UK Petra dapat membuat mereka tertawa walau mungkin hanya beberapa saat. Rasa lelah kami mengelilingi kampus UK Petra yang lumayan besar selama tiga, mengumbar senyum dan ucapan terima kasih pada setiap warga UK Petra yang mau peduli juga terkadang mendapat penolakan dari beberapa orang sambil membawa-bawa kotak sumbangan akhirnya terbayar ketika sampai di rumah sakit dan melihat kondisi mereka.

Baru terasa kalau waktu dan tenaga yang kami sediakan untuk program ini begitu berarti untuk mereka. Senyum dan tawa mereka membayar rasa lelah, waktu, dan tenaga yang telah kami kerahkan selama ini. Terima kasih untuk kalian semua yang sudah mau peduli dengan kelangsungan adik-adik kita dengan bersedia berbagi walau hanya menyumbang Rp 2000 bahkan yang kurang atau pun yang telah menyumbang lebih. Tulus atau pun tidak uluran tangan kalian, hanya Tuhan yang akan membalas semua itu. Dan juga untuk RSU Dr Soetomo, Ibu Tuti juga Ibu Ida yang membantu mengoordinasikan dan menemani kami selama acara berlangsung, terima kasih.

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smiling eyes

If not for the mirror,
Unlike you who don t keep secrets,
I still don't believe
Without you, my smile is more beautiful.
That day I heard you over the phone, with your sorry gentleness
I hung up with a beep better than you broke up with me
I washed tear sodden clothes and dried my memories in the sun
Folded up sadness, tomorrow I'm only going out with Happiness
The Love City may be crowded
If I really meet you
Don't be surprised. She can't replace my smile
Leaving you only leads me on to discovering my own
Smiling eyes
Crying,
It's like being under a thunderstorm
Delete the wet tomorrow
Leaving you lets me find my
Smiling eyes
Bye-bye love,
I'll let myself
Let myself decide

That cried
Take it that I watched an old movie alone
It's just me being careless.
Leaving you lets me find my
Smiling eyes
Meeting you again,
I will let myself, let myself, be strong

Meeting you again,
I would put on a strong front

A Song For Mama

“A Song For Mama”

By : Boyz II Men

You taught me everything
And everything you've given me
I'll always keep it inside
You're the driving force in my life, yeah
There isn't anything
Or anyone that I can be
And it just wouldn't feel right
If I didn't have you by my side
You were there for me to love and care for me
When skies were grey
Whenever I was down
You were always there
To comfort me
And no one else can be
What you have been to me
You'll always be
You will always be the girl
In my life for all times


Chorus:
Mama
Mama you know I love you
(Oh you know I love you)
Mama
Mama you're the queen of my heart
Your love is like
Tears from the stars
Mama I just want you to know
Lovin' you is like food to my soul


(yes it is, yes it is,ohhhhh
You're always there for me
Have always been around for me even when I was bad
You showed me right from my wrong
(Yes you did)
And you took up for me
When everyone was downin' me
You always did understand
You gave me strength to go on
There were so many times
Looking back when I was so afraid
And then you come to me
And saaaayyyyy,
I can face anything
And no one else can do
What you have done for me
You'll always be
You will always be
The girl in my life
(oooo, oohh)


Chorus

Never gonna go a day without you
Fill's me up just thinking about you
I'll never go a day
Without my mama


Chorus

***

Since, I was in Junior high school I stayed away from my parents. So far has been about 8 years. When I was 12 years old. At that time, I was too young to stayed away from my my parents. The first time when I left alone, I just stayed in my bedroom and cried for a long time. At that time I feel if I was hanging out with my parents, I couldn’t live away from them. Especially, my mom!

Through the song “A Song For Mama” I realized that the role of mother in every children life is really meaningful. As I feel at the moment when I was away from my mother, maybe we really separate the distance and time, but her attention always there as if she is on my side. Comfort me, make me like there is the middle of my little family. When I’m tired, stressed, and frustrated with all my assignment, my mom always beside me. Support me. Convince me that I pass all my problem. My mom really the queen of my heart. She is my best hero that I ever had. From my mom I learned many things, learned to love sincerely, learned to be brave and strong in this life.

Through the song, I wanna say “Mama, you know I love you and you know that I never disappointed you. Mama, you everything in my life and you will always be the best hero in my life. I love you mom!”

MY HARDEST PART

"I know if the beginning is always the hardest. But is really killing me!! I'm depression of this assignment!! Really need more sleep, holiday, time to relax my mind..."