I Miss My New Family

remember when we first met, everything felt awkward. we built our teamwork with completed every outbond games. at the first week in Kajar, everything seems so long, so flat, so bored and so hard. until we trip to Solo with economic train wihout air conditioner and culinary traditional Solo foods. and times goes so fast, last day at Kajar was came. we made International Food Festival for our family there, we shopping and cooked together. for the last night we made BBQ party at headquarter. and the day we must separated with our family came, tears dropped, all people cried. we back to Surabaya with mixed feelings, happy 'cos we can meet our true family again but sad 'cos we'll be miss all Kajar family and the fact that we realize that we as a new family will separate without knowing when we can meet again. THE DAY when closing COP came, everything felt so different with opening COP, even closing was more simple than opening but all people looked so close as one big family. I always remember the time that we're in airport. that's my first time all day in airport with tears that doesn't stopped. even said see you soon was so hurts. and now it's already one month we haven't met. I really really miss Kajar, I miss all Kajar members, I miss my Kajar family, I miss my mom food, I miss my simple bedroom & my big bathroom. I miss our quality time we spent together, when we practiced our closing dance and song, when we chit chat in the afternoon, our jokes, when we did our projects together.

ahhh.. I miss like crazy everything about Kajar !!!

Temporary home

Little boy, 6 years old
A little too used to bein' alone.
Another new mom and dad,another school,
Another house that'll never be home.
When people ask him how he likes this place...
He looks up and says, with a smile upon his face,

"This is my temporary home
It's not where I belong.
Windows and rooms that I'm passin' through.
This is just a stop, on the way to where I'm going.
I'm not afraid because I know this is my
Temporary Home."

Young mom on her own.
She needs a little help, got nowhere to go.
She's lookin' for a job, lookin' for a way out,
Because a half-way house will never be a home.
At night she whispers to her baby girl,
"Someday we'll find our place here in this world."

"This is our temporary home.
It's not where we belong.
Windows and rooms that we're passin' through.
This is just a stop, on the way to where we're going.
I'm not afraid because I know this is our
Temporary Home."

Old man, hospital bed,
The room is filled with people he loves.
And he whispers don't cry for me,
I'll see you all someday.
He looks up and says, "I can see God's face."

"This is my temporary Home
It's not where I belong.
Windows and rooms that I'm passin' through.
This was just a stop,on the way to where I'm going.
I'm not afraid because I know... this was
My temporary home."

I’m gonna love you through it

She dropped the phone and burst into tears
The doctor just confirmed her fears
Her husband held it in and held her tight
Cancer don’t discriminate or care if you’re just 38
With three kids who need you in their lives
He said, "I know that you’re afraid and I am, too
But you’ll never be alone, I promise you"

When you’re weak, I’ll be strong
When you let go, I’ll hold on
When you need to cry, I swear that I’ll be there to dry your eyes
When you feel lost and scared to death,
Like you can’t take one more step
Just take my hand, together we can do it
I’m gonna love you through it.

She made it through the surgery fine
They said they caught it just in time
But they had to take more than they planned
Now it's forced smiles and baggy shirts
To hide what the cancer took from her
But she just wants to feel like a woman again
She said, "I don't think I can do this anymore"
He took her in his arms and said "That's what my love is for"

When you’re weak, I’ll be strong
When you let go, I’ll hold on
When you need to cry, I swear that I’ll be there to dry your eyes
When you feel lost and scared to death,
Like you can’t take one more step
Just take my hand, together we can do it
I’m gonna love you through it.

And when this road gets too long
I'll be the rock you lean on
Just take my hand, together we can do it
I’m gonna love you through it.
I’m gonna love you through it.