nothing lasts forever

It is so easy to see
Dysfunction between you and me
We must free up these tired souls
Before the sadness kills us both

I tried and tried to let you know
I love you but I'm letting go
It may not last but I don't know
Just don't know

If you don't know
Then you can't care
And you show up
But you're not there
But I'm waiting
And you want to
Still afraid that I will desert you

Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

A bed that's warm with memories
Can heal us temporarily
But misbehaving only makes
The ditch between us so damn deep

Built a wall around my heart
I’ll never let it fall apart
Strangely I wish secretly
It would fall down while I'm asleep

If you don't know
Then you can't care
And you show up
But you're not there
But I'm waiting
And you want to
Still afraid that I will desert you, babe

Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

Though we have not hit the ground
It doesn't mean we're not still falling,
Oh I want so bad to pick you up
But you're still too reluctant to accept my help
What a shame, I hope you find somewhere to place the blame
But until then the fact remains

Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
Nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

how come you don't call me anymore

All I wanna know baby is
if what we had was good
just come on pick up the phone damn

I..... yeah baby
I keep your picture beside my bed
And I still remember everything you said
I always thought our love was so right
I guess I was wrong
Always thought you'll be by my side papa
now you gone.
(And I'm not tryna hear that shit)

All I wanna know baby..
If what we had was good..
How come you don't call me..
anymore?

Still light the fire on a rainy night
(You didnt think of that did you?)
I still like it better when you holdin' me tight
(You know, yeah)
Everbody said..
Everybody said that we should never part, no no,
Tell me baby,baby,baby,Why..
Why you wanna go and break my heart?

All I wanna know baby,
If what we had was good..
How come you don't call me..
anymore?

Sometimes it feels like I'm gonna die..
If you don't call me papa
you got to try..
Gonna get down on my knees hopin' you please..
Please
Woo won't you call me sometime papa?

Why on earth can't you just pick-up the phone,
You know I don't like to be alone!

Singing
How come you don't call me?
(Why he wanna torture me?)
Call me!
(Lets take this home)

All I wanna know baby,
If what we had was good..
How come you don't call me..
anymore?

cheaper cheaper holiday

This is one of the cheapest vacation trip again. This time I decided to vacation at Solo, Yogyakarta, Bandungan, Semarang and Tuban. I think it's more like a religious or historical trips :D And also I try their traditional foods. I like "bakmi jowo" at Semarang so much. Hot noodle soup with tomato, egg and chicken. So damn delicious !

Day 1
I started my vacation at 9 a.m with my aunts and my grandma. From Surabaya we headed to Solo first. This trip takes 7 hours away and we're lucky because we were quite swing road.

Srabi Notosuman.. It's delicious guys !

Because our time is quite short, we immediately to Yogyakarta. Only 2 hours away and we arrived in Yogyakarta. Our dinner is lesehan in Malioboro street. Yogyakarta is truly a city of street artists. Their vocal and music seems too good to be only a street singer. And the first day of our journey ends here.

Day 2
The schedule : Prambanan Temple > Kaliurang > Malioboro
I love Prambanan so much. Very exotic temple ! I get a lot of nice pictures there. The weather is too hot and can change our skin to instant. But I don't care, 'cause the sun produces a lot of beautiful photos and it's also better than the rain :p

Prambanan Temple

See ! After a few hundred years ago this temple only once in the repair. Namely in 1932.


And this tree, I don't know why when I see I instantly fell in love. Like describe the loneliness so deep.

Prambanan done, we went to Kaliurang after that. From Prambanan we takes almost 2 hours. We through rural atmosphere that is still beautiful. It's just we were actually very disappointed, because there is no beautiful landscapes as much as expected . But it's okay, at least we know what kind of Kaliurang :)
After Kaliurang we back to the central of Yogyakarta. And it's time for shopping guys! Our hotel is very close with Malioboro street. Only 3 minutes! So, enjoy the time! Oh ya, for your information you must try pempek Ny. Kamto at Malioboro street. We're shopping until the booths closed :p In Malioboro street and Bringhardjo market has a variety of batik clothes, ethnic accessories made of brass, leather bags and soon. And all the stuff is pretty cheap. IT ALL MAKE ME CRAZY GUYS !!!!

Day 3
The schedule : Borobudur Temple > Bandungan > Semarang
Borobudur Temple has very good ornament. I'm very appreciate to all people who build the temple. When we come and enter the temple, first of all, we must using batik cloth to preserve our culture.

Borobudur Temple

After Borobudur Temple we went to Bandungan. But before we arrived in Bandungan, we stopped at Ambarawa to enjoy durian. In Bandungan we had stopped in Songo Temple. Why Songo? Songo it's mean 9 in Java language and there are 9 small temples with a background of green mountain. In Bandungan famous for soy milk and tempe gembos. So delicious fitted with a cold atmosphere on the hill.

One of Songo Temples

After Bandungan we takes almost 2 hours and arrived in Semarang. In this city the center of our kuliner trip. We ate Bakmi Jowo Pak Doel in Mataram Street for dinner.

Day 4
Today is our last day :( In the morning we went to old city of Semarang. I love the architecture of the buildings so much.

After old city of Semarang we went to Sam Poo Kong Temple. One of famous and biggest temple in Indonesia. when we enter the gate, the atmosphere made us feel like at China. So amazing!

Our trip almost end ! Now, we are on the way back to Surabaya through Pantura. From Semarang we stopped in Kudus for lunch. After that we stopped at Pati for ate Nasi Gandul, one of traditional food from Pati. There's rice with meet and some santan soup. Delicious but too sweet for me. From Pati we stopped again in Tuban for visited one of the famous and biggest temple too in Indonesia. Kwan Sing Bio Temple. This temple overlooking to the sea.

I just need Rp 1.000.000 for this trip. That's my simple, cheap but unforgettable vacation :) Thanks for read and to see my another photos you can open my facebook or my flicker. :D

suddenly

I couldn’t come up with any words.
I really did not know I’d see you again.
Somewhere buried deep inside my heart.
I have longed and ached for you.

When I turn around I see the smiling face.
The face that is always there, behind me.
This dizzy feeling keeps me up at night.
Traces of you keep me crying again.

Tell me now, how was I wrong?
Tell me now, was I lacking?

I really desired you like crazy.
I always prayed that I could see you again.
I feel as though I will die like this.
Can’t you be the one coming to me now.
Please.

I told myself I’d be fine alone.
That I could do well without you.
I tell myself this as I try to force myself to sleep.
But all I can think of are the way you speak and look.

Tell me now, how was I wrong?
Tell me now, was I lacking?

I really desired you like crazy.
I always prayed that I could see you again.
I feel as though I will die like this.
Can’t you be the one coming to me now?

I really desired you like crazy.
I always prayed that I could see you again.
I feel as though I will die like this.
Can’t you be the one coming to me now?
Please.
Please.

so goodbye

So goodbye don’t cry and smile
those Emotionally day’s i will
treat it as a gift and give you
So goodbye , to the lonely me who once hide in the dark
i need you
i need your love again

just like waiting for every other day to arrive
leaving the Aching wound and sad recollection of me
the impression of seeing your for the first time
as if the time has stopped, my eyes has got only you
although there is setback
i won’t regret
closing my eyes i could feel you breathing
so i could smile

So goodbye don’t cry and smile
those Emotionally day’s i will
treat it as a gift and give you
So goodbye , to the lonely me who once hide in the dark
i need you
i need your love again

although there is setback
i won’t regret
closing my eyes i could feel you breathing
so i could smile
So goodbye don’t cry and smile
those Emotionally day’s i will
treat it as a gift and give you

So goodbye , to the lonely me who once hide in the dark
i need you
i need your love again
So goodbye don’t cry and smile
those exhausted years
for the sake of you i will forget
So goodbye , to the lonely me who once hide in the dark
i need you
i need your love again

So goodbye , to the lonely me who once hide in the dark
i need you
i need your love again
So goodbye don’t cry and smile
those exhausted years
for the sake of you i will forget
So goodbye , to the lonely me who once hide in the dark
i need you
i need your love again

i need you
i need you for my love

I will forget you

I will forget you. Starting today,
I don’t know you. I have never seen you.
We never even walked pass eachother.
I’m okay. I forgot everything. I’m happy with my busy life.
I’ve met a great person too.

Love is always like this. It fades away after some time.
Can’t even remember it, Oh.

When love goes away, another love comes again. It definitely will.
Even if it hurts now, it will hear a little later.
It will forget. I will too.

It’s not difficult. I will forget everything after today.
I’m just getting used to my changed life. Oh~ No.

Love is always like this. It fades away after some time.
Can’t even remember it. Yes~

When love goes away, another love comes again. It definitely will.
Even if it hurts now, it will hear a little later.
It will forget. I will too.

I will erase everything.
I definitely will.

When love goes away, another love comes again. It definitely will.
Even if tears fall now, I will smile a little later.
I will (now) forget you (now). Just like a wound heals…
I will. I will. I will forget you.

rindu

selama aku mencari, selama aku menanti
bayang-bayangmu di batas senja
matahari membakar rinduku
ku melayang terbang tinggi

bersama mega-mega, menembus dinding waktu
ku terbaring dan pejamkan mata
dalam hati ku panggil namamu
semoga saja kau dengar dan merasakan

getaran di hatiku yang lama haus akan belaianmu
seperti saat dulu saat-saat pertama
kau dekap dan kau kecup bibir ini
dan kau bisikkan kata-kata aku cinta padamu

peluhku berjatuhan, menikmati sentuhan
perasaan yang teramat dalam
telah kau bawa segala yang ku punya
rindu ini telah sekian lama terpendam

getaran di hatiku yang lama haus akan belaianmu
seperti saat dulu saat-saat pertama
kau dekap dan kau kecup bibir ini
dan kau bisikkan kata-kata yeah aku cinta
kepadamu ooh kepadamu ooh