Just a few hours I pray for a better life in this year
just a few hours I felt New Year festivity
just a few hours I said thank you for blessed that He gave to me
JUST A FEW HOURS!
and something happen ruined my day.
So what do you think how I feel now??
Angry? Sad? Bless? I DON'T KNOW!
one think that I know that I must do is,
I must more and more stronger for my mother, father and my brother!
Is such a great slap for me in the beginning of this year.
God was angry at me that never grateful with all I have,
so He took some earthly treasure I have of my life,
for save me from worldly pleasures.
I'm never ever angry with what He do for my family.
I'm know that He always has a beautiful plan for us.
I'm know that He never leave us alone.
I'm know that He never give us problem, over our limit.
I'm just don't know how to face it without feel so weak.
I'm just don't know how to take care my parents.
Honestly, I'm mad at myself !
Why I'm never by their side when their so weak??!!
now, the only choice is to become the most strongly figure for those people that I love.
even I'm feel so weak and tired.
:)