26 Mar 2012

You Make Me Feel

I've been trying to reach you
'Cause I got something to say
But you're talking about just nothing at all
And you're slipping away
We were crying together
It was a long time ago
Before you walk out the door
And leave me this way
Just hear what I say
You make me feel
You make me real
For the rest of my days
In so many ways

You make me feel
I've been trying to leave you
Why should we go on like this
But my heart can't breathe
When I hear you say
It's better this way

Ten thousand light years away from you
Keep thinking maybe it's time to let go
But by the end of the day
I still want to say "Do you?"

The Lonely !

2 a.m., where do I begin?
Crying off my face again
The silent sounds of loneliness
Wants to follow me to bed

I'm a ghost of a girl that I want to be most
I'm the shell of a girl that I used to know well

Dancing slowly in an empty room
Can the lonely take the place of you?
I sing myself a quiet lullaby
Let you go and let the lonely in to take my heart again

Too afraid to go inside
For the pain of one more loveless night
But the loneliness will stay with me
And hold me 'til I fall asleep

Broken pieces of
A barely breathing story
Where there once was love
Now there's only me and the lonely

25 Mar 2012

Another Short Holiday

Thai Ice Tea

Strawberry Ice Blended

Yellow Chilli Vs Red Strawberry

Fresh Milk From KUD "Batu"

Strawberry Jelly & Fresh Juice

Fresh Strawberry


It's one of my holiday in Batu, Malang. Just an ordinary holiday, take a rest in Hotel, tried new restaurant and gardening. And for your information, this my first holiday without take my DSLR camera with me. All of this photo is captured by my Blackberry Smartphone... Looks okay, right?

Xie Xie Ni Men Ai Wo De Mei Ge Ren

Xie Xie Ni Men Ai Wo De Mei Ge Ren
謝謝你們 愛我的每個人
Thank You to Everybody Who Loves Me

痛 在眼中變成淚 在心中變成灰
Tong zai yang zhong bian cheng lei zai xin zhong bian cheng hui

Pain, in my eyes it has become tears, in my heart it has become ashes

沒有什麼能安慰
Mei you shen ma neng an wei
There isn't anything that can comfort me

怕 被時間變成累 被想像變成悲
Pa bei shi jian bian cheng lei bei xiang xiang bian cheng bei
Afraid, that time will make me tired, turning what I have imagined to grief

希望都被粉碎
Xi wang dou bei fen sui
Hope has all been crushed


不安有時會崩潰 有時會怨懟
Bu an you shi hui beng kui you shi hui yuan dui
When I feel uneasy I would sometimes break down, sometimes I would enmity

好像怎麼對待都不對
Hao xiang zen me dui dai dou bu dui
It seems like whatever you do/treat it/ isn't right

看得出你隱藏多少的疲憊
Kan de chu ni yin cang duo shao de pi bei
It can be seen how much exhaustion you have hidden

卻還是堅持著愛不斷加倍
Que hai shi jian chi zhe ai bu duan jia bei
But you still strongly believe that love will continue to double

讓我感動也讓我愧對
Rang wo gan dong ye rang wo kui dui
It has made me really touched and made me feel ashamed

Chorus:

謝謝你們 愛我的每個人
Xie xie ni men ai wo de mei ge ren
Thank you, each and everyone who love me

在我的人生最像一場惡夢的旅程
Zai wo de ren sheng zui xiang yi chang e meng de lu cheng
who have accompanied me to break and bravely wake up

陪我掙脫 勇敢地去醒來
Pei wo zhong tuo yong gan di qu xing lai
from this journey in my life, which is the most like a nightmare,

當我的護衛 為我禱告心靈更強韌
Dan wo de hu wei wei wo dao gao xin ling geng qiang ren
(thank you) for being my bodyguards and for praying for me so that my heart will become even more robust

謝謝你們 愛我的每個人
Xie xie ni men ai wo de mei ge ren
Thank you, each and everyone who love me

讓我努力後可以謝謝自己很坦誠
Rang wo nu li hou ke yi xie xie zi ji hen tan cheng
for letting me work hard so I'll be able to thank myself then for being honest

會想不通 或絕望到躲開
Hui xiang bu tong huo jue wang dao duo kai
I would (sometimes) not understand or lose hope and hide away

但你們做的 總讓我想堅強負責任 為了愛重生
Dan ni men zuo de zong rang wo xian jian qiang fu ze ren wei le ai chong sheng
But the things you do always make me want to be strong and take responsibility and to be reborn for love


心 擺脫夜的黑 往藍天而飛 被陽光包圍
Xin bai tuo ye de hei wang lan tian er fei bei yang guang bao wei
Heart, has broken away from the darkness of the night and is flying towards the blue skies


只為了 你一句我笑得 好美
Zhi wei le ni yi ju wo xiao de hao mei
For one sentence you say I would smile beautifully

我忍住了 太漫長的淚
Wo ren zhu le tai man chang de lei
I would hold in the long-lasting tears



看得出你隱藏多少的疲憊
Kan de chu ni yin cang duo shao de pi bei
It can be seen how much exhaustion you have hidden
卻還是堅持著愛不斷地加倍
Que hai shi jian chi zhe ai bu duan de jia bei
But you still strongly believe that love will continue to double

讓我感動也讓我愧對
Rang wo gen dong ye rang wo kui dui
It has made me really touched and made me feel ashamed

Chorus:

謝謝你們 愛我的每個人
Xie xie ni men ai wo de mei ge ren
Thank you, each and everyone who love me

在我的人生最像一場惡夢的旅程
Zai wo de ren sheng zui xiang yi chang e meng de lu cheng
who have accompanied me to break and bravely wake up

陪我掙脫 勇敢地去醒來
Pei wo zhong tuo yong gan di qu xing lai
from this journey in my life, which is the most like a nightmare,

當我的護衛 為我禱告心靈更強韌
Dan wo de hu wei wei wo dao gao xin ling geng qiang ren
(thank you) for being my bodyguards and for praying for me so that my heart will become even more robust

謝謝你們 愛我的每個人
Xie xie ni men ai wo de mei ge ren
Thank you, each and everyone who love me

讓我努力後可以謝謝自己很坦誠
Rang wo nu li hou ke yi xie xie zi ji hen tan cheng
for letting me work hard so I'll be able to thank myself then for being honest

會想不通 或絕望到躲開
Hui xiang bu tong huo jue wang dao duo kai
I would (sometimes) not understand or lose hope and hide away

但你們做的 總讓我想堅強負責任 為了愛重生
Dan ni men zuo de zong rang wo xian jian qiang fu ze ren wei le ai chong sheng
But the things you do always make me want to be strong and take responsibility and to be reborn for love

19 Mar 2012

IF ...

If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your heart beating with mine...
Knowing that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you.

- Courtney Kuchta -

13 Mar 2012

...

I KEEP MYSELF BUSY WITH
THINGS TO DO,
BUT EVERYTIME I PAUSE,
I STILL THINKING OF YOU.

RINDU

Selama aku mencari
Selama aku menanti
Bayang-bayangmu dibatas senja
Matahari membakar rinduku
Ku melayang terbang tinggi

‘tuk slalu mega-mega
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